Thursday, 18 November 2010

mysterious, unseen was she
swallowed by deep shadows of shame
her identity shaken,
a death of integrity to her name
iniquity engulfed this heart,
like fuel to an uncontrollable flame.
if she had any breath left, she would scream,
but she feared more of the same--
isolation, detachment, a loss of joy

the colors were blending
the music was fading
the people withdrew.
words couldn't speak,
to what she was feeling
until offered to her, was life anew

rescued from harm,
and harm's deceitful trap
to promise her real truth,
love divine-no trace of a gap...
you provide sweet kisses,
to your child whom you adore
you build her up again,
with promises to restore...

"For I will restore health to you, and your wounds I will heal, declares the LORD..."
Jeremiah 30:17




Friday, 12 November 2010

Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad.

Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad. Proverbs 12:25.

I think the age of 22...is the most anxiety-provoking age I've yet to live. :)
While I'm anxious most days, I'm truly joyful at the core of my being, when I stop & reflect on where I'm at. I'm so thankful for the Word of God, and the encouragement it never fails to provide. A good word really does make one glad.

Honestly, three out of four evenings this week-
I've lit candles, turned on some Shane & Shane, and drawn myself a bath. It's been a really symbolic thing for me to deal with any anxiety I've been feeling. As soon as I step out of the tub, I feel I've had a chance to breathe, meditate, reflect, and cleanse myself of any unwanted & unwelcome feelings of tension. I'm ready to rest-and then begin a new day, and take on any daunting challenges that the world brings.

The foreign, unfamiliar realm of grad-school, resumes, job-interviews, rent, bills, (and cooking new recipes!!!)

It can actually be an enjoyable time. Anxiety comes with this new transition into adulthood. BUT...I really, truly wouldn't change where I'm at.
So, let's trade in that anxiety for gratitude. And risk-taking.